Our car and garden

Recently, the grass at our mini-garden grew rapdily. So, it was the time for trimming.
Hubby did a wonderful job.
He pulled the grass and it's root.

"He is so man." I thought.

After he has completed that activity, he went and washed his car.

As a result, the car was so shinning.

Now, left the interior of the car.

Dear hubby, it is the little thing. Thank you. I love you.

Sebamed body lotion

Few days ago, L.A got bitten by mosquitoes.  Not just one bite, but many bites. It was heart-breaking. When I witnessed the red marks, I almost feeling like wanting to quit my job and by a full-time caretaker of L.A. I know it is a rush decision. I know it is immature of me. 

But you see, I was in love, remember?

The next day, I told my current care-taker not to bring L.A down to the living hall. The following day, I bought mosquitoes repellent. Ever since that day, she has been protected. 

I met a friend, who shared with me, to apply baby oil on the baby's skin.

I found a sample of Sebamed body lotion, 20ml in my home. I religiously applied to the red marks, each time after bath. I took my own sweet time because L.A is my only little baby for now, I have luxurious of time in pampering her. 

There is something that L.A enjoyed --- baby massage. 

Applying sebamed body lotion left L.A feeling comfortable.

Hubby knocked on the door, on that Sunday morning. "Why is it, taking you so long to dress her up after bathing L.A?" I explained to him about what I did.

Raising a  baby is such a happy journey. No doubt, it can be taxing to the mother as well. But, it's worth it. 

L.A, you are worth it. 

We spent an awesome time together, and I tagged her, wherever I go. Which it leads to separation anxiety, when I'm back to my office. 

Mummy is thinking about you, L.A

Love,
MAMAMAAMA

There she goes, the wishes and the reasons.

1. I wish my hubby loves me more than TV, playstation, and facebook games.
2. I wish he would meant what he said; when we got married last time, he told me that during meal-time, he'd prefer if all of us are eating in the table during mealtime, rather than watching tv while eating. Well, the latter one was demonstrated.
3. I wish he doesn't sweet-talk but only said the truth.
4. I wish he will earn more; so that I can be a stay at home mum. No, to be a rich stay a home mum. 
5. I wish he is just super super rich.
6. I wish he will hire a maid for me, if he can't afford to fulfill my 4th wish.

BECAUSE

It's frustrating.

1. Lonely
2. Disappointed. Now that I have baby, and so much things to do, I hate TV. I was eager for quality family time.
3. Without sincerity, I'm all turn off
4. I think it's very important for one parent to be there for the children at all time.
5. So that I can buy all my needs and wants, and provide charity to those who need it without having to worry about it
6. It's crazy juggling with laundry, household chores while fulfilling the duty as a mum. And breastfeeding, ah, I just can't wait till L.A is 2 years old. 

You know what! It's foolish expecting other to make you happy, to fullfill your wishes, because chances are, they will never happen. 

So yeah, I will post it up here. And feeling glad because I managed to take out what I have in my heart into this blog. 

I'm little bit happier now. I wish you, too.

Making decision in life.

Hi, 

How was your weekend? It sure a long weekend for Malaysian's folks, we had a long weekend. I will be resuming my 9-5 work starting tomorrow. Yes, I'm excited.

This weekend, I spent time doing things that I like and things that I don't quite like. 

And after a thorough thinking, I finally decided to make THAT decision. You know, some people announce happy news, whilst others, they don't.

I'm in the community that doesn't support the decision that I made. As much as I wish to convince everyone that it wasn't a rush decision, I think I will not get people to support my decision.

This weekend, my MIL commented that I was fat. I wasn't offended at first. But when I came back home, and after relaxing, I realize, what she said was not necessary, and if I don't learn to reject negative comment, I would ended-up being upset. I just rejected the comment. I regretted, I didn't reply back, in a nice manner. I was a little disappointed because hubby didn't said any word to defend. I'm not close with my in-law. You see.

I don't think I'm fat. Seriously. I just left with another 2kg to achieve my pre-pregnancy weight :)

Apart from this "bad apple", I have a rather an awesome weekend. I received two great news via cellphone...both of my friends, shared with me two good news, one of them is that she got the job that she wanted. Isn't it cool? It is! 

I'm so happy for you, girl.

On the decision that I have made, just like how we required a proper plan to achieve a goal, this decision required the same too. Wish me, all the best, folks. 

Love, xoxo.