Living on single income

Felt so stressful with work right now.But I'm hanging on to it, right now. On the bright side, hubby supported the idea of being a full time mummy. Isn't it GREAT? :)

I have concerns with it comes to living on single income, and also financial commitments. I will have to look thoroughly into it.

But anyway, one of my dreams come true. :)

The love for pet. It stay there.

If we are moving to a new place, both of you will still be coming with us, so I thought.

When I said both of you, I meant my dogs.

When I took both of you back to home in May 2009, you both have become our family.

Family should stick together in regardless of whatever possible crisis that may arise.

Love you both, much.

To Elisha & Einstein (puppies)

From to heart to a little toodler (17m 2w)

I earned that much. I valued it little.
If I knew what landed me here, then I'll do what it takes to get me out of here.
Perhaps it is an impossible goal.
To quit my job - NOW.
But it doesn't mean that it is impossible.

I miss you, Mandy.
It is great waking up early in the morning. Felt like I have just overcome the first battle of the today. The spirit of victory fills mummy's heart.
But nothing will ever match to the moment when you cuddle yourself next to mummy. Your bright eyes reminds mummy of the big dream that mummy have.
Never knew, it is you.

Mummy miss you badly when mummy walked to that nursing room today, thinking how are you doing there at Ah Ma's place.
Mummy missing you badly when mummy ate lunch, thinking about you and hoping there is a chance to feed you the yummy food.

Don't get mummy wrong. Things are wonderful here, job is great here.
But you, you worth more. Special.
That's why.

First time eating fried chicken drumstick @ 17 months.

Kids deserve love from us.

When I saw her playing with the water today after I bathed her, I was filled with such happiness that words alone cannot express. In my heart, I was jumping with excitement -- I finally figured out, this is what I want! This is what I want to do.

To make her happy.
To raise her up in a happy environment.
To be there for her and assist her in making her world beautiful.
She is a very special baby.

I prayed that all mums and dads sees their baby that way. Yes, they are special. Believe it, and that is what they will be when they grow up...

I am drawn to helpless kids because I was once there. I remembered clearly -- when I was bullied. Back then, it wasn't a serious issue because I was not the only one. In fact, there are many that were bullied...maybe by the teacher, the family members, or friends?

Being bullied, and being in the state where you are left helpless will left a scar. It left scars in my life. But Jesus heals me!

What motivates me are not the scars, because the scars are now gone. But the love for the kids. I love them because, they deserve it.

I am inspired to raise a future comforter.

Dear L.A, 


Mummy loves you, very much.

Inside the box

http://insidethebox.com.my/

Some days, I might need it.

The life of a 16 months baby girl.

 Accompanied daddy to get his new glasses done. 

 Introduced to the world of reading and started to liking reading.

 Accompanied mummy to assist Auntie Jenn in selecting wedding gown at bridal shop

Accompanied grandma to a Chinese Wedding's dinner (Grandma's cousins' daughter's big day)

Spent quality time with mummy on the playground.

Roaming around the park.