Friday 30 September 2011

I write when I am upset.

For multiple reasons, I was a bit upset today. 
I went to the fridge and took that ice-cream and ate it. I asked myself, was it due to stress that I seem to be enjoying eating this?
I finished the big scoop of ice-cream, and started doing the chores to kill those calories.

Today, I see L.A was very happy. I am  glad that I can be there to watch her grow, and do all sort of things with her. When I see her beside me, I know that this is the best thing that we can provide for her.

Tuesday 27 September 2011

I am a full time mummy, now.

Hi, It has been for a while, since I last wrote. Last Friday, was my officially last working day in my current company. After I resigned, I had a wonderful time with L.A. However, I am still trying to get use to this schedule and lifestyle as a full-time mummy.

Working 9-5pm at home, from a system analyst to a nanny.It is a transition period from a fixed paycheck and health benefits to no fixed paycheck, and probably I don't need those health benefit.

Let's talk about L.A and the fun things we spent doing, yesterday? YES!

In the morning and early afternoon:
Mummy was busy cooking for breakfast and lunch, so, daddy took care of L.A
Mummy made American breakfast & fried mihun. Mandy only ate fried mihun. L.A insisted on self- feeding, so mummy put her on the corner's room floor (so that it is easy to do the clean-up, later)
After lunch, we had a drawing session, mummy drew many fruits, L.A continue babbling and scribbling on the drawing board. We played ball, and chase and run.

Late afternoon:
Next, mummy bathed L.A and let her play with the water for a while. After bathing, mummy massaged L.A's legs with Vaseline's lotion. L.A took a short nap.
When L.A woke up, she had cake as snack, and she continue drawing, while mummy preparing the monthly's budget and settled bills online.

Evening:
Mummy brought L.A walked around the neighborhood. Mummy wanted L.A to learn how to socialize, so mummy brought L.A to ah Ma's place. L.A's cousin stayed over, and L.A mingled with them.

Milestone: At 19 months, 1 week, L.A wants to be independent when it comes to self-feeding or drinking.

That's all for now, ta!

Monday 19 September 2011

9Teen Sept 2011 - Brought you close to my heart.

I'm very elated, I would say. Another 4 days to achieve my dream of being a full-time mummy. I'm not really excited about staying at home, and sleeping late. That are just the 10% of it. But I'm all excited about the reality that I can know be there with L.A and watch her grow. I like the idea of loving her, and raising her to be a happy baby.

I know someday she will grow up to be a loving person, and having a strong passion to see that the people around her are happy. 

I don't know why. But, I just knew it.

A while ago, when she was sleeping just next to me, thoughts running through my head, what if she is going to get married when she found the right person? Will I be ready for it? I'll probably have to happily accept that. I slapped my thoughts, then I took both of my hands and brought her close to my chest, and cuddled her.

While I can. 

Just like some food products that have expiry date, someday, my motherhood's role will one day 'expire'. 

Mummy loves you, little L.A. Though the motherhood's role will expires someday...mummy will love you, and that will be ALWAYS.

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