There she goes, the wishes and the reasons.

1. I wish my hubby loves me more than TV, playstation, and facebook games.
2. I wish he would meant what he said; when we got married last time, he told me that during meal-time, he'd prefer if all of us are eating in the table during mealtime, rather than watching tv while eating. Well, the latter one was demonstrated.
3. I wish he doesn't sweet-talk but only said the truth.
4. I wish he will earn more; so that I can be a stay at home mum. No, to be a rich stay a home mum. 
5. I wish he is just super super rich.
6. I wish he will hire a maid for me, if he can't afford to fulfill my 4th wish.

BECAUSE

It's frustrating.

1. Lonely
2. Disappointed. Now that I have baby, and so much things to do, I hate TV. I was eager for quality family time.
3. Without sincerity, I'm all turn off
4. I think it's very important for one parent to be there for the children at all time.
5. So that I can buy all my needs and wants, and provide charity to those who need it without having to worry about it
6. It's crazy juggling with laundry, household chores while fulfilling the duty as a mum. And breastfeeding, ah, I just can't wait till L.A is 2 years old. 

You know what! It's foolish expecting other to make you happy, to fullfill your wishes, because chances are, they will never happen. 

So yeah, I will post it up here. And feeling glad because I managed to take out what I have in my heart into this blog. 

I'm little bit happier now. I wish you, too.